Due to circumstances beyond my control, I didn’t have PT this week.  I feel very pissed off and really have nothing positive to say!  I’m a “Debbie Downer” and don’t really want to be bothered by anything or anyone.

Typically, I will just be silent and not say anything or post anything but I was just thinking that part of recovery is experiencing the lows as well as the highs.

Every day is not a great day.  Sometimes there are simply good days or there are fair days.  Sometimes there are just bad days when I just feel like chucking all the effort that I’ve put in so far.  Days when I feel like crying and screaming because I feel so mad at losing my independence and losing control of the ability to get around and being at the mercy of others.

This past week has been filled with very bad days but I feel the burden getting lighter.  So I just want everyone to know that if they are feeling bad and everyday feels like a dark lonely night, remember that “joy comes in the morning.”  So hang in there and don’t give up because that is what I’m going to do!