Yesterday, I had an appointment with my neurologist (Dr. Seymour Young – Desert Oasis Healthcare) and I was happy to see that he was so outwardly pleased with my progressed. He was impressed with the amount of movement that I have in my toes and my ankles. He was also very pleased to see that I can stand up so much better than I did during my prior visit to his office approximately three months ago.
It always make me feel good when my doctors are pleased with my progress. It may not seem like much to you guys but let me tell you this…. It is so much greater to have this type of response rather than to have the stoic face of a doctor that sees no hope in my situation.
I remember when I was in the hospital two years ago and I remember the “poker faces” of my doctors at that time. They were intent upon not offering me any hope of a better future. I don’t say that as a derogatory comment. It was simply a point of fact. Because they did not know my future (TM is very rare) how could they possibly offer me anything but a warm smile and a pat on the arm.
Anyway, while I was waiting inside the doctors office for my bus ride home, I had the pleasure of speaking with a very nice lady named Nancy. She asked me if I was in the wheelchair due to a problem with arthritis. I told her no and also gave her a little background on my situation. She shared with me that she has MS and that she may at some point have to use a wheelchair if her legs weaken to the point that she is not able to walk. Nancy and I had a wonderful conversation that I am unable to share with you because I don’t want to share her information publicly. Nancy, if you read this blog, I want you to know that our conversation was very enlightening to me and I continue to think about what my purpose in this situation is. I enjoyed our conversation very much!